It’s been harder to fall asleep lately. And I’ve been thinking of this little girl.
I’ve been thinking is she going to be like Bailey, or totally different? Will she be a blonde haired blue eyed girl, or look like Sean did growing up?
I’m trying to peg her down before she’s born. I’ve been imagining what she’s like. With each kick I wonder, is she the same or different than Bailey was? It’s been 5 years. I can’t really remember a whole lot from her pregnancy. I remember Bailey hiccuping a whole lot and I haven’t felt any from this little girl. I’ve been trying to figure out if she’ll be calm or have a lot of energy.
It’s so weird for me to think about this second child being different than the first. Am I not just going to be given the same replica of a baby as I was the first one?
I’m not worried about loving this one as much. I know how much Bailey has changed our lives and how much I love her so I know I’ll feel the same about this one. That’s not something that I’ve worried about.
We are 32 weeks pregnant and we only have 8 weeks, 2 months left until this little girl is in our arms… or maybe less! What if she’s born early! I’m praying she is born a little early. I’d like to be surprised this time around. Last time I had to be induced. So it would be cool to go through all the natural stages of labor this time. 🙂
IDK. that’s all.